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In a way. He would have taken it if she hadn t given it to him.
But she did give it to me
Because she caught you trying to steal it. Haden looks at me like he wants me to understand. My
mother and I walked in on him going through her stuff. He was supposed to be cleaning, but he
pocketed the pendant right as we walked into the room. She saw him do it. We both knew she did, but
instead of demanding it back or calling for the guards, she told him he could have it. I asked her why,
and she said that Garrick was only different from me and Rowan because his mother wasn t able to
protect him the way she had for us. She said that if letting him have the pendant would help his life be
a little better, then the least she could do was let him have it. She said that we should show
compassion and mercy for everyone.
A lesson you forgot as soon as she was gone. As soon as it was convenient for you.
Haden lowers his head again. I made a mistake and I ve felt shame for it every day of my life.
You turned him in for stealing it? I ask him.
After my mother died, my father chose a new Boon from the harem to become his queen. He wanted
to give her the pomegranate pendant, but when it came up missing from my mother s possessions, the
Court originally concluded that I was the one who stole it. When my father demanded to know what
had happened to it, I told him that Garrick had taken it and when they found it on him, they didn t
believe that she had given it to him. . . . I didn t corroborate his story.
How could you do that to your own cousin? I ask.
We re not cousins, Garrick says. We re brothers.
Half brothers, Haden says quickly. And I did it because I hated Garrick at the time. He was right;
he was a walking reminder of my dishonor. A walking reminder of what my life would have been like
if my mother hadn t protected me with that oath. It hurt me every time I looked at him, and so I wanted
to hurt him back. He sits up and looks Garrick in the eye. I didn t know how bad it would be. I
didn t know they d banish you to the Pits. I thought maybe a few lashings . . . I didn t know. He
pauses for a moment and then says, like it s the most painful thing he s ever had to say, I m sorry.
I hear the shift in Haden s tone and I know he s being sincere I can hear the remorse coursing off
him but Garrick treats him like he s just spat in his face.
Take your apologies and shove them up your ass, he says.
Garrick, please, Haden says.
Garrick looks at me. Be careful, Daphne. Haden s selfishness and his obedience are a dangerous
combination. He ll do anything to try to win his honor in his father s eyes back. If he s willing to let a
little kid be thrown into a Pit full of monsters because he didn t like seeing him around, what do you
think he s going to do when he doesn t get what he wants from you?
His words strike a dissonant chord inside me. His view of Haden doesn t match the remorse that I
hear in Haden now. They just feel wrong to me.
But then again, I barely know Haden at all.
Whatwould he do if I couldn t convince the Oracle to change his mind? What would he do when I
continued to say no? Because I m sure as hell . . . or Hades . . . never going to say yes to helping him.
Watch your back, Boon, Garrick says. Because nobody else is going to do it for you.
I m not a Boon, I say through gritted teeth.
A very round woman appears at our table with a loaded tray. Well, howdy, folks, she says. I ve
got chicken noodle soup, sodas, a salad, cheese fries, and cheeseburger! Whose poison is whose?
She looks down at us and her grin fades. Oh no, oh dears, you re not all headed to a funeral, are
you?
After the waitress leaves, Garrick grabs his bowl of soup and Pepsi and moves to the next table over
like he can t stand sitting close to Haden anymore. But instead of eating, he lays his head on the table
and moans, as if his exchange with Haden has zapped up all of his strength. I keep a close eye on him
in case he decides to make a run for it anyway.
You know, I say tentatively, if you stopped treating Garrick like a Lesser and more like your
brother, he might start to forgive you.
He nods like he might actually consider the idea.
Haden and I sit across from each other in awkward silence for a few moments, but the smell wafting
up from my cheese fries and bacon cheeseburger reminds me of how insanely hungry I am. I pick up a
fry, and a long string of gooey, melty cheese trails behind it. I catch the slight curl of Haden s lip
while he watches it.
He pulls his own plate closer to him and starts picking the croutons out of his salad.
You seriously got a salad? I ask him, trying to lighten the mood.
Yes? he says, and pushes the glorious pile of grated cheddar cheese off the lump of iceberg lettuce
on his plate. Is that a problem?
We re at a greasy spoon. You should at least have the decency to get something greasy. That s their
specialty. This, I say, pulling his plate away, doesn t even fall into the proper definition of salad.
This is just lettuce.
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